I was praying one night, about why there was so much misery, suffering, lies, theft and manipulation and in a sincere heavy heart I asked the Creator why.................?
A Vision jumped in front of my face of a Spirit, that has Brownish Red eyes, small gagged teeth and he Hissed into my Face the words and sound I will never forget "THEY ARE MINE". Wow that took me back a second and since I was already praying, I began to pray more, and I began to see things that every one of us sees each day, our Children, how they do not know they are our sons and daughters, I saw how our children get lured into drugs. I saw people carrying on resentments because no one knew how to forgive. I know that is not easy, and forgiveness is the hardest thing to let go of certain things and move on. After all we know if we let our guard down, others are just there waiting for that perfect moment. So the cycle continues!!!!!
Then as I was still praying, I had a vision this same Spirit, a little ways away from me, and something bad happened in the Community, and this spirit Laughed a Loud Happy Laugh.................. it was being fed by the things done wrong to each other in the community.
I began to pray and pray more and more, I was up all night praying with a burden on my heart. I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that harmful energy had created a beast, a spirit that feeds off of suffering, a spirit that feeds off of us harming each other, and a beast that feeds off of us hating each other, no matter the reason.
We always feel justified if we were not treated right! Perhaps we are, and even me, I am not immune. I have had many attacks since, and I find it very Hard, Harmful, and even it has been making me upset, to the point that I have to consider if I am feeding the beast by holding onto it. We each have to look at ourselves and take responsibility. Most of are not even aware, that we are feeding it.
Through my life, I have known pain, I have known suffering, and I was taken from my family by Social Services at a young age and was placed into Foster Home after Foster Home. One of those Families was actually the KKK and I experienced so much Trauma much like the Children of Residential Schools! There is no way to go into that for that would be a whole book, but it did effect my Children, Relationships, Drug and Alcohol Abuse. Yes we all know those things cause 7 Generations of Trauma.
So I sought a Path of Forgiveness, that wasn't easy, no one could give it to me! I knew that by holding on, by not Forgiving I was only harming myself! I began a journey of Healing that taught me to Rely on things that were True in all Spirituality, all Religions. I am not talking about Doctrines of any one church, most Religions have TRUTH, they are True in each Religions. I am talking about the Attributes that exist within all Religions, the TRUTHS we all have that are Common and have Morality within all. Like Love, Like Forgiveness, Like Conscience, Like Justice and Compassion. Like Humility, Like Serenity, Like Innocence/Harmlessness, Like Integrity and Like Spirit that gives all things Life, and More Like Trust and Faith, Respect, all of those things, and I could go on about those but am sure you get the Point. That jumbled mess inside of me, from so much pain and suffering, and all those things I harm myself by holding on and not forgiving. Forgiveness does not mean for one moment that we condone actions taken by another! If the intent is to harm someone, we are feeding the Beast!
Lets Face it, if we all Respected each other in the First Place, treated each other right we would have a world Closest to Perfection as Possible.
What I am suggesting is that we Feed the Good Spirits, treat each other right, finding ways to work though our own issues without adding to it! There is so much Chaos in the world, and yes we all see it, but we can work on our own Back Yard, by praying together, first Finding Healing for ourself, maybe it is even forgiving those toxic feelings within ourself, because let's face it, each one of us deserves to feel good, to feel loved, to feel respected, to be cared for and if no one is going to do it for us, we must do it for ourselves.
I am not perfect and I have a long way to go, I still react when I am not treated right! I know that I deserve better from others, but I also know that if I don't Forgive, I am also harming myself! At the same time we should also let others know we are not a doormat for that abuse!
What we do with all of this is up to us, to wipe the slate clean and move forward. Perhaps Pray together! Remind Each other, know that each and every person is a sacred part of Creation, including us! After all when it comes down to it, it is our soul, our spirit on the Line! It may seem like every other issue in the book, but it comes down to our own very soul!
Many of us who do pray, see the results of prayer. When we pray together, we see those results multiplied, we see Healing, we see situations Resolved because we put them in the Creators hands.
So I am asking People to Pray together, for ourselves so we heal, for each other, our families, our communities and the World.
To get there we must first "STOP FEEDING THE BEAST"
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